Pre and Post Party

The party was a success. I realized about 30 minutes into the party that I was going to stop trying to entertain other people and focus on C. I think I was able to find a good medium...being social and also being a mom to my adorable tot. He enjoyed the party but I believe he was a little overstimulated...you just can't make a baby "understand" what is going on. He loved the cake and would have continued to eat it had we not taken it away. I can honestly say he has not caught back up on his sleep yet...nor have I for that matter. It doesn't seem like it has been a year....or even a few months.

Saturday night C started dancing the cutest little jig I have ever layed my eyes on...I can't even explain it. Maybe...it was the AL football game that got him so pumped up...



Life seems complicated right now...so many changes. I guess I better get use to that.

I will end with this quote...I don't know who wrote it but I do know they must have been smart...



"Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?" - unknown

I suppose I will blog...

Well right now I should be asleep. Tomorrow...well today really is a big day....Connor's 1st b-day party whoot whoot! I am sure I am more excited than anyone else. It doesn't seem like it has been a year since he was born...I wish time would slow down. My little man is growing to fast and he is just sooooo adorable.
I feel very distracted here lately I have ran a red light two days in a row..ok so I know that is not good. Technically, I stopped in time today so that really shouldn't count. I thought I would give this whole blog thing a try seeing as it might be therapeutic....we will see.
B and I saw a powerful movie tonight called Fireproof. It is a very "real" movie. I recommend it. I am rather boring tonight so I will end with this....
I really think next week I am going to try to be more productive.

I feel like I reside in a fantasy land a lot of times and I should probably not do that so much.

I have found out this week that I really have some good friends (I mean I thought I knew but now I really know). One friend in particular gave me a really sincere card today. I said that I will keep in and read it everyday b/c the things that it said...well lets just say that I need to grasp hold of it.
Later...